Monday, March 31, 2008

15 minutes in love

Hi everyone to start with this is my very first attempt so please spare me. :) .I have been thinking of sharing this wonderful experience i had with everyone of you and wanted to know how you guys feel about it ,also share if u had a similar experience.
Ok before i start with my"15 minutes in love" i must tell you the kind of person i am and the kind of situation i was in when it happened......welll i feel i am those kinds who have always been lucky or can say gifted so that they are always surrounded with girls but not to forget by the time we realize it the luck turn the other way round.So thats what happened with me around 8 months back when some one i loved left me for i didn't realize her importance....!!!well well well thats what she said ,u know its never enough" ?and if that wasn't surprising enough she also turned the luck around ....what luck???guys the one i was talking about in few lines above...get it.
So suddenly i am this big looser who's girlfriend left him for her ex. and who is suddenly the most unpopular ,unwanted person in this whole world....i am sure most of you will agree with me on that ,yah guys it happens at least in real world it does.

So now u guys hav an idea what i was going through when i saw this beautiful thing.......what beautiful thing well i am coming to it..........


TODAY

Well its been 8 long months and i still don't know what went wrong and keep asking GOD why me of all the people in this world for YOUR bloody sake i loved her :( .....sitting in "DELHI METRO"on my way back to "C P" i was wondering with things flashing even when i don't want them too....AND suddenly i see someone sitting right opposite to me @$#%$^%@&*^$*%!^$#errrrrrrrrrrr.......GOD what is she ...guys if ones you allow me to be trusted its now....saying beautiful wasn't enough saying extraordinary ...ann hannn wasn't enough ...yah it was this girl who came from nowhere and was sitting in front of me i had no idea by then how she is gonna effect me in next couple of days but what i knew for sure was that i had never ever seen someone as simple and as b e a utiful.
For the next 15 minutes i could not ignore her for what i was experiencing was something never before "she was this fair girl with hazel eyes wearing a peacock blue kurta (god i hate that color but for once i was liking it ;)with a simple jeans under and on top of it there was this sunlight falling right across her face making those hazel eyes even more unforgettable .....all this time i could feel my heart beat grow all i kept saying to myself was "boy u need to talk to her......even if she slaps right across your face ....even if u go to jail...u have to.". Thankfully she got down on the same station ......trust me the moment i was out i ran towards her (for the first time i forgot about the bad luck).........but the point is its me who forgot ,not my luck:(


me: Hi
angel: Hi(with some hesitation)
me: Hey just wanted to say that i have never seen someone as b'ful as simple as you.
angel: hmm Thank you
me:......................so i was just wondering if i can have some contact or something.
angle: hmmmm................................sorry :( {...there u go bad luck is still intact}
me: its ok.....

she smiled i smiled and she moved to where ever she came from
That night i could not stop thinking of her....and just kept wishing if i could get 1 more chance to make her realize ,make her feel what i felt for her ....but guys who was i fooling i didn't even asked her "name"......idiot me or my luck whatever all i knew that she was never coming back...
Next morning when i got up i could still see her but suddenly i realized that was not what i was thinking about instead what i was thinking about was that 8 months long feeling of being a looser ...suddenly it was not there ,suddenly i was out of questions i had no issues to what ever happened it was all gone all i could think of was that she was beautiful...nothing before that..............but leaving things unexplained will not solve the purpose of writing this blog because it didn't even worked for me.
So i kept thinking what actually happened yesterday........the answers were all inside me and all i needed was the courage to get them out.......how this angel girl helped me????well she left me with that courage .

as i said two things were quite clear to me that day
...1st the GOD always have something better for you, and 2nd all and everything which happens to you is to make you realize something..........
Hope the things i learned from the experience have made me a better person..............and for the "angel" i named it "15 minutes in love"

Hope you liked it ....do let me know.....DJ
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14 comments:

Sameer Jain said...

Awesome description...
that girl really seems 2 b an angel...not only cuz hw she looked...also bcuz shez the only one who helped u out 2 come over ur depression or wotever it was...
now Boy...Move ahead!
Cheers!
n never 4get that Gal!

Unknown said...

well i hate reading but this made me read thrugh d whole wid loads of interest....today evn i realise jo bhi life mein hua shayad its for my own good....i hve evrythng n im better than others n i deserve much better...n GOD is always wid me...thnq it was awesme

Unknown said...

hey dis is sumthng so awesum.......an "angel" like dis wot evry 1 needs in their lyf speciaaly pple who r hrtbrkn.....
thisblog evry 1 can relate to their lyf sum wher or the other...
atleast i can relate...
awesum wrk DJ.....
i xpct mre such blogs.............
gr8 going man

Yatin said...

Deej of all the ppl, u kno how verbose I can be. Woken up in the middle o the night, half asleep .. Read and jolted, I wanna say that am pissed I didnt hear o this before, glad it happened and suprised that a nincompoop like u was able to jot it down so well (albeit with a lot o gramatical mistakes ! *grin*)
Love u man ..
Y.

Unknown said...

Hi...im glad ur learning from all the little things in ur life ...remember happiness comes in small packets..there is nothing called the "perfect life" in this world...i just want to reiterate 2 things- live life fully as it comes (i had been telling this time n again) vthout thinking too much, n second if u havent got anything what u expected, there is definetly a better one stored for u. Dnt crib n move on ....if u dnt, u turn out to be a loser...i always want u to be a surviour n not a loser....My best wishes are always 4 u ..im actually happy after reading this blog....u now understanding a lot of things ..:)..
Love n Luck...
Bhumika

Anul mundra pandey said...

WELL firstly i'd like 2 say dat it has been a nice description...
yup definately she waz an angel as den u realised dat watever u loose may b gud bt still u can get sumthin better...
she is a gal who laid u out f ur depression sorts...
so nw move on in lyf ...n njoy...
n respect dat angel coz sumwhere or d oder she lays an impact dat dere is still hope f sumthin better in one's life...
so CHEERS...!!

Anonymous said...

REAL..is wat it was..coz real thins hv an impact..i knw u more thn most of ppl around you.."d REAL you"..tu sher launda hain...evrythin hppns for a reason...nice effort though..lookin forwrd for me..keep blogging..!!

Unknown said...

DJ
simply awesome man...
that girl really must have been an angel who made u to think wat actually u wanted..and now it high time buddy..u r over everything...
neva 4gt that gurrrll..that angel

and yes one more thing..
thrz still lot to be discovered man..expect even better..and it will get even better...
chao!!

Roopen Chaudhury said...
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Yatin said...
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Yatin said...

Roopen u fool what the hell is so naive about ! Jeez .. Angrezi jhaadni hai bass .. Sheesh.

Roopen Chaudhury said...

A beautiful thought,so intense yet put across in a very simple and lovely manner… Good research Dj, keep it up.. has risen hopes of broken hearted Romeos i guess . God bless.. But still do u think that THE PAST is entirely indelible???

Roopen Chaudhury said...

oe angrez ke P. C. K. N.(yatin sharma) bus bus bahut hua.. aapnae aap ko sambhal, mainae teri gawariyat ke wajah se change kar diya hai..

Slayer said...

i learnt a lot frm this blog...
i'll definitely ask the chick's name if something similar happens to me....btw whenever i get into metro and see a cute or hot chick....ifel in love with her for lets say 5-10 minutes or so then........i c another chick dats it....so basically i learnt nothing frm this blog!!! :D :D :D