Monday, March 31, 2008

15 minutes in love

Hi everyone to start with this is my very first attempt so please spare me. :) .I have been thinking of sharing this wonderful experience i had with everyone of you and wanted to know how you guys feel about it ,also share if u had a similar experience.
Ok before i start with my"15 minutes in love" i must tell you the kind of person i am and the kind of situation i was in when it happened......welll i feel i am those kinds who have always been lucky or can say gifted so that they are always surrounded with girls but not to forget by the time we realize it the luck turn the other way round.So thats what happened with me around 8 months back when some one i loved left me for i didn't realize her importance....!!!well well well thats what she said ,u know its never enough" ?and if that wasn't surprising enough she also turned the luck around ....what luck???guys the one i was talking about in few lines above...get it.
So suddenly i am this big looser who's girlfriend left him for her ex. and who is suddenly the most unpopular ,unwanted person in this whole world....i am sure most of you will agree with me on that ,yah guys it happens at least in real world it does.

So now u guys hav an idea what i was going through when i saw this beautiful thing.......what beautiful thing well i am coming to it..........


TODAY

Well its been 8 long months and i still don't know what went wrong and keep asking GOD why me of all the people in this world for YOUR bloody sake i loved her :( .....sitting in "DELHI METRO"on my way back to "C P" i was wondering with things flashing even when i don't want them too....AND suddenly i see someone sitting right opposite to me @$#%$^%@&*^$*%!^$#errrrrrrrrrrr.......GOD what is she ...guys if ones you allow me to be trusted its now....saying beautiful wasn't enough saying extraordinary ...ann hannn wasn't enough ...yah it was this girl who came from nowhere and was sitting in front of me i had no idea by then how she is gonna effect me in next couple of days but what i knew for sure was that i had never ever seen someone as simple and as b e a utiful.
For the next 15 minutes i could not ignore her for what i was experiencing was something never before "she was this fair girl with hazel eyes wearing a peacock blue kurta (god i hate that color but for once i was liking it ;)with a simple jeans under and on top of it there was this sunlight falling right across her face making those hazel eyes even more unforgettable .....all this time i could feel my heart beat grow all i kept saying to myself was "boy u need to talk to her......even if she slaps right across your face ....even if u go to jail...u have to.". Thankfully she got down on the same station ......trust me the moment i was out i ran towards her (for the first time i forgot about the bad luck).........but the point is its me who forgot ,not my luck:(


me: Hi
angel: Hi(with some hesitation)
me: Hey just wanted to say that i have never seen someone as b'ful as simple as you.
angel: hmm Thank you
me:......................so i was just wondering if i can have some contact or something.
angle: hmmmm................................sorry :( {...there u go bad luck is still intact}
me: its ok.....

she smiled i smiled and she moved to where ever she came from
That night i could not stop thinking of her....and just kept wishing if i could get 1 more chance to make her realize ,make her feel what i felt for her ....but guys who was i fooling i didn't even asked her "name"......idiot me or my luck whatever all i knew that she was never coming back...
Next morning when i got up i could still see her but suddenly i realized that was not what i was thinking about instead what i was thinking about was that 8 months long feeling of being a looser ...suddenly it was not there ,suddenly i was out of questions i had no issues to what ever happened it was all gone all i could think of was that she was beautiful...nothing before that..............but leaving things unexplained will not solve the purpose of writing this blog because it didn't even worked for me.
So i kept thinking what actually happened yesterday........the answers were all inside me and all i needed was the courage to get them out.......how this angel girl helped me????well she left me with that courage .

as i said two things were quite clear to me that day
...1st the GOD always have something better for you, and 2nd all and everything which happens to you is to make you realize something..........
Hope the things i learned from the experience have made me a better person..............and for the "angel" i named it "15 minutes in love"

Hope you liked it ....do let me know.....DJ
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